Dec 5, 2015

LOVE (We do not need guns and bombs, we need love and compassion" - Mother Teresa

An open letter to the world leaders and all the leaders in this world;
To all of us, because everyone of us can become a leader to many or to someone.

From a team composed of YOUTH leaders, who want to become a voice of this generation; The team named DREAM, LEAD, CREATE Enterprise.
A bold vision of your own future is an important thing to possess. But none of us can know what’s "The Real" going to happen in the future, neither the Pope nor Obama. But if we have a goal or a philosophy as a foundation, if we have an underlying belief, then we can act according to that and mold the future as we go along. What is your future going to be like? What will you set as your founding principle?

During the APEC 2015, the world leaders have already spoken about the problem- Climate change. Global Warming. Mother Earth. Isn't it just like the movies that we are watching?

We, normal people, always rant and complain and blame something or someone for a problem. But the problems that we see is not really the problem, or not even a problem. The real problem is that our mother earth is already crying and dying. The real problem is the blood of the innocents-especially children, that are scattered because of the war. Maybe it's not yet too soon, but we need to act on it before it's too late.
Man has been using and misusing natural resources up to the limit. Now we are tearing up remote corners of the planet looking for crude oil and coal, and our forests and wild animals are disappearing. Our environment is totally polluted: we drink polluted water, inhale air full of dust, and eat food with traces of pesticides and other toxic chemicals. Hence we are suffering from diseases. As a result of human activities, the ozone layer has a hole, the sea is rising, and the ice caps of Antarctica and Greenland are melting. Now global warming is warning us that climate change is coming. Mother Earth is in danger; life on Earth is in danger. And that is the real problem.


Yes. Love, not war. Peace, not war. We really can’t solve a problem with a war. Just like what Bob Marley said "We can’t really solve a problem if I kill some. Whose problem am I gonna solve when I kill someone?" So I figure peace is the best thing and that's why we should go head and work with it.
No man can lead man. We need to have unity and peace.

Show them what's happening in the world.
Show them what's happening in the world that we live in.
Show them the truth. Not the lies of the media.
Give them love, not fear.

Give them hope that we can fight the battle of the real problem,
by helping each other, together with love and united as one.
Don't push your people into a competition. Instead, expose them to group works, cooperation and unity.

Teach people how to love. Teach people how to value life. Spread wisdom, not fear.
Make everyone feel that they are loved and everyone has a worth.
Give peace and unity. Give equality. No rich, no poor.
Let your people understand that being rich is not about how much money you have in your bank account and how many material things that you posses.
Let your people understand that we can't live with hate. That everything will be better without hate.

Spread music  that opens the heart and soul of your people. Not the lust, drugs, competition and arrogance.
Spread movies that give wisdom and teach the meaning of life. Not movies about sex, mistress and betrayals.

Show your people how our mother earth is already dying. And how everyone should act and love our only planet that God has given us.
Give rights to your people. Empower those that feel their rights are being threatened.

Teach your people to have patience on whatever failure that our system and nation have, while doing the appropriate things that you should do to fix the physical problems.
Teach your people to love people and animals and plants and those who have souls. Not the material things and technology.
Teach your people to take advantage of technology to their education, not to harm and make them lazy.
Teach your people to stop promoting imported brands but instead, support and use local products.
Teach your people how to grow green and vegetables in every house as we grow fish in aquariums.

Reject any project that may break or damage the mother nature. Promote green architecture, promote natural and organic foods as it will help to stop the battle for cancer.

Remind your people, that in our hustle and bustle society where everyone is trying to get ahead, make more, get more, be more - those things don’t amount to much if you trade in your soul to get them. All the money in the world can’t buy it back, and what I'm saying here is that you should teach us to be striving to gain more knowledge and wisdom of the world around us, rather than continually chasing material things.

Teach your people how to wake up and live! I'm not talking about the sort of waking up you do with a cup of coffee, I'm talking about waking up to your life and then start living it. It’s easy to get complacent about life, and even bored, but there’s really no sense in that because life was meant to be lived, not merely experienced or observed. Teach your people to wake themselves up and live their lives. Don’t make them sleep through it or count down the days. Once an individual is awaken to a purpose and start living accordingly, it will notice all sorts of changes take place that it can’t even imagine from where it stands now.

Teach your people that no matter what comes our way, we can make the most out of it, and be part of this magical experience called life, rather than just let things happen to us and think nothing of it.

Teach your people to overcome the devils with the thing called love. Love is an energy that can conquer anything, and the devils can take form of whatever is giving you trouble in this life. The solution is love, and perhaps the reason why those devils are in your life is from a lack of love. If you can crank up the love in your life it should follow that you’re haunted by fewer and fewer demons. This is not romantic love per se, but rather the feeling of love you get for those things that are most precious in your life. Help your people focus on that feels, and all of the things that bring joy and love into their world and watch the devils dissipate.

Remember that you are the light of the darkness. When darkness surrounds you, you might be tempted to look for a switch or hope that a light comes on to get rid of it all. Yes you are a leader, and you are the light, and you have the power to overcome the darkness that exists in the world. Don't become one of  the evil people in the world who weren’t taking a break.

The same holds true for each individuals- just like what I've said, everyone can become a leader.

 Teach your people to plan to do some good in this world. Teach them on how to shed some light onto things in their own way, in their own world.
Teach your people how to love one another, not to get angry.
Teach your people how to become happy. The real happiness.
Teach your people how to live a real life. Not to live and just die.
If you teach everyone how to love and to find the real meaning of life and love, then anyone in this world will be at peace.

Tell your people that we’re all in this together. One love, one heart- one feeling of love we all share, it’s a universal feeling that we can all relate to, no matter where we are in the world, rich or poor, or what religion we subscribe to. When we come together in a spirit of unity, peace, and love, it does feel all right, it feels great.

Love. Give love and teach love. Spread love. One love. All we need is Peace and Love.
As we shout, "LOVE NOT WAR!" and use the hashtags #PeaceNotWar,  #WeTouchPeople, #ShiftToNatural, and #GreenRevolution
In behalf of my team,
Trishie Dela Cruz

Nov 4, 2015

How to dream? Set Goals. Set Bucket Lists. With your love one!

Srsly, Our dreams and bucket lists are the reasons on why we are goal driven and we are so determined to do productive things in our life.
P.S. Being productive is different from being busy smile emoticon
It's definitely true that money can't buy happiness, but it can give you something that will make you enjoy the life in the world, to the fullest.
I don't believe in Luck. But I believe in principles. And I believe in a choice. In the real-life-lesson, walang mayaman walang mahirap. Lahat pantay-pantay. And everyone has a choice. You make your life. Not other's life. Everyone has a power to choose on what life do you want. Sabi nga ni Dom, "You choose on what road you will go. Pwedeng mas mahaba, mas mahirap o mas malubak na daan, pero mas maganda naman yung destination". Us, we choose to travel and to do some extreme experiences and adventures and enjoy life to the fullest! That's why we do productive things-to make money, not just to have something to post on facebook. But it's not just that, we plan. And it feels so good to do and see things physically na dating tinitignan and pinapanuod mo lang sa internet. Just like the saying goes, "Work hard, play hard!", and "Money can't buy happiness, but I prefer to cry on a Mercedes, than on a bus" 👌🏽 ... But more than anything of these, still, the best feeling is to touch people's lives. It is something that no amount of money could buy.... Help? Or make a change? Or do nothing? And when I say nothing, I mean deep. You choose.
Oh, by the way, earlier this morning while I was out in the neighbor-wandering, there's a neighbor friend whom I talked with; I believe that he's a God's instrument for me. A messenger. And the best lesson (out of many) that I picked up for this day is;
Me: "Angswerte nyo po no kasi may mga kaibigan kayong mga nakakasama pa din sa adventures kahit matanda na kayo... Mga kaibigang totoo... Ako po kasi I learned that as we grow older, we'll realize who are the real people to us."
Him:"Totoo yan, totoo yan. Dumadating tayo sa punto na tumatawid tayo sa tulay. Tapos yung akala mong maraming nakasunod sayo, pag lingon mo, wala pala. Pero pagdating mo dun sa kabilang side, dun mo sila makikilala. Pero mahirap un. Bilang na bilang lang talaga ung mga mahahanap mong mga ganung kaibigan, o kapartner"
I am lucky enough that I have a partner who dreams with me while we do the goals, together. He's really an answered prayers, literally smile emoticon And yes! We are indeed a team. Partners in crime", sabi nga nila. . 
I am more than blessed. And I thank you God. You have given me more than enough challenges in life and you know that I didn't let you down. And I think that this is your reward for me. And thanks for letting me know who are the real people in my life. Thanks for giving me many mentors and instruments who play, or, played, a great role and lesson in my life. Those who taught me. And thanks for giving me a wonderful family smile emoticon To the highest being, everything that I do is for you. Because the challenges that you gave me taught me how to never stop loving and understanding life. Thanks for answering my prayers... Unti-unti, tinutupad nyo na lahat ng pangarap ko... And I'm hoping for the best. I know that you won't let me down smile emoticon

Sep 29, 2015

Business Class (5 Motivational Quotes To Chase Your Dreams)

Hows everyone? Me, I'm here at the airport waiting for my delayed flight :( That's why I made this short blog post :) 

Here are 5 motivational quotes to keep you moving and chasing your dreams :) 

"IMPOSSIBLE only means that you haven't found the solution yet"

"While most people dream of success, WINNERS, wake up and work hard to achieve it"

"If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door"

"If it doesn't challenge you, it wont change you"

"Do something today that your future self will thank you for" 

Sep 15, 2015

The Difference Between Joy and Happiness (Finally! I've started my book!)


I dedicate this book to my haters. To all the person who doesn't believe on me and to those who doubted on me and eyed me. You made me this far. 
I dedicate this book to all the people who never stopped believing in me. Who never stopped supporting me-whether I know them personally or not. To the people who are still here by my side. To my family, to my mentors, to my REAL friends, to my exes, to my pets, to all the kids and animals in this world and to the mother earth; and most especially, to my bestfriend-boyfriend that served my strength and who completes me. You guys are my life. And you complete this book. You are my inspiration. 

"You are the trigger to my gun. My gun is my book", and you are the trigger on how I will start my book. How did you become the trigger? By questioning my happiness. Now, you gave me a hint. 

I've been day dreaming or even night-dreaming on my book ever since I was a child.I tried to start to write about my life,  I've tried to start to write a love story novel, and so on. But I never finished it until a new chapter in my life comes along the way already and what was I already written is already left behind. Now, I'm in a whole new chapter of my life and I've been writing my book only on my mind and my brain. No more starting. Unorganized. Rambled thoughts. But one thing is for sure, one purpose in my life is to finish this book. 

If you only know, how so eager I am to write this book and I started telling myself that I will start to write my book for like for 2 years ago already but I have never started the new version of the book yet. I don't know where to start. Until this girl said that "Hindi lang siguro talaga sya masaya sa buhay at relationship na meron sya. Yung mga ganyang klase ng tao, hindi magiging masaya kahit kelan" may pa quote quote pa yan na "No matter how hard you try, you will never be". 
Dang! That was the trigger. I never think that a stupidity or bitterness or blindness or insecurity of a person will trigger me. "#SorryNotSorry" 😂 I always believe that everything happens for a reason. And now, this is the reason why I have haters. And I am really such grateful that I have them. No great person doesn't have a hater, that's for sure. 

I am never easily get offended to my haters. Whether they say that I am feeling famous, or I am kirat or whatever the fuck they say about me, I just laugh at it. The last time that I answered publicly and really got offended on a hater was way back 2010, when the girl told me "Nanay mo nga may sakit diba, sana mamatay na nanay mo". That's the only words that she said that triggered me. While "Yung kotse(my first car-2nd hand honda hatchback) mo angsarap pasabigun sa kabulukan", "magtrabaho ka na kaylangan mo pa mgtrabaho para makapagaral eh", "yung kinikita mo sa business mo baon ko lang", those words doesn't even considered as a trigger because I just laughed at those and I'm still laughing until now. Because she became my trigger and now, I made her eat everything that she said. I'm sure, some of you who follows my life, still remembers her. And I will not drop a name. 

Same situation again for this year. A group of haters are saying "Kirat", "You are famous", "You were never on top anyway", "Stop fooling yourselves that you love each other", "slut in everyone's story" "low class", "pathetic life", "pokpok", ohhh... It's so last decade 😂 So high school!! :)) Such a pretenders.  I pity them. I don't laugh now. But I pity. You can clearly see bitterness. And you can clearly see the truth. But I was not triggered by those words. I can still handle those words because I know the truth and I can see the immaturity of the people who have said that just like my previous haters. But in all fairness, coming from a girl that I didn't expect, told me that I am not happy and that I will never become happy. I don't know, but I'm telling you again, that THAT IS REALLY THE MOST STUPIDEST (Yes, most na stupidest pa) THING THAT I'VE EVER HEARD. Later on, you will learn why. And I thank you so much. Because you are there for a reason. For me to learn. And to really learn on how to handle haters. Because your ex-boyfriend taught me how, because he learned too! Hihi.  "This is what I've learned sa nangyari, learn to ignore. Kasi kahit anong sabihin mo as in kahit anong sabihin mo, hindi nila yun maiintindihan kasi iba ung utak nila. Mababa pa sila magisip masyado kaya di nila maiintindihan. Masyado pang immature and di pa nila naiintindihan yung buhay at kung ano na yung naiintindihan natin sa totoong buhay. Kaya lalala lang kung papansinin mo, e di naman nila maiintindihan kahit anong mangyari". Because of those haters, I proved how much my boyfriend protects me and loves me. He told my haters these: "She didn't say that she's famous, but I'm sure that she's better than ALL OF YOU, BIG TIME" 😍😍😍 and "No matter what will happen, I will defend my girl"- No words can explain how much blessed I am to have this kind of man(and this is another story) And, of course, the best thing that this hater that has impacted in my life was to give me an introduction to my book. Thank you so much! Because you have given me another reason to move forward. You don't know how much I really wanted to write a book. And thank you for being my trigger to start :) 


Do you really know what happiness is?
Well for me, this is such a big and broad word. 
What is JOY?
Do you know what's the difference of joy between happiness? 
I'm currently enrolled in the SCHOOL OF LIFE masteral in JOY AND LOVE. 
Let me educate you, "young lady".

A great person(I forgot the name and where I read it) once said "You can never live a real life, unless you understand the difference of Joy and Happiness" 

Happiness, happiness is the fulfillment of your wants. It is a satisfaction. A pleasure. Or, enjoyment. No one has ever become sad when he or she owns an iphone? Right? That's happiness...
What is Joy? Joy is a feeling. It is something that you feel when you feed your pet. What will matter if you feed your pet? Nothing, but there's this feeling that put a joy in your heart, whenever you feed them. And by just observing them how cute they are, there's a joy in your heart. right? That's the example of Joy. It's a product of passion. A product of love. It's a compassion. 
Well, you can be happy and have that state of "Happiness" even if it's a product of evil. Right? But not in Joy. 

Now let me tell you my dear frienemy, I am HAPPY and at the same time JOYFUL because I have the FREEDOM. 

And I think that FREEDOM is the best factor to give you the joy and happiness in life. 

Yes I have freedom. FREEDOM in my life and in my choices. 

Freedom to travel the world from inside the country to outside the country. From exploring the cities to exploring the cultures and the nature. 
I have the freedom to sleep and relax and regain energy and meditate and not be anxious. Yes, I sleep 8hours a day above. And I never forced myself to wake up when I don't wanna wake up yet. (Well yeah I think this is some kind of a wrong attitude but I'm still fixing it).
I have the freedom to have a day-off on my, let's not say work, but responsibilities.
And most of all, 
Freedom to reinvent my self from time to time and just do everything that I love. 
I have a freedom to become a CHILD AT HEART. The bible says: 
"You can never enter the kingdom of heaven unless you become a child"
And that is not easy to understand. I'm telling you, I don't have a religion, but I have faith and belief. And I will explain it further in this book. 

And let me tell you my friends, THIS IS NOT "LUCK". THIS IS ABOUT YOURSELF. This is about you, understanding your life yourself. If I am here on this state of level of life's happiness and joyfulness now, then you can too! It's all in the mind my friends. And it's all up to you. Not up to your school, not up to your boss, not up to your parents, well, it's all up to you. You can freely do it and easily if you understand things that should be really understood. The LIFE. And GOD. 

Well, maybe I am just a goal-driven and a dreamer catcher kind of person. And that made my personality. And that makes me. I didn't say that you need to study on a particular school or travel the world or whatever things that I am doing to become happy, it's just that, what I'm doing is me. Not you. I am just saying this for you to become inspired and be on the path. I see myself as this one. But you, is different. Maybe your happiness is to cook foods and take a lot of photographic memories, some of you just simply want to play or do something that you really likes to play or do. Then be it. But make sure to have balance. Some people are lucky because they already found theirselves early and they are really dedicated and passionate about the course that they enrolled in a university or school then it becomes easy for them to study. But some are not. Some people, they just found out what they really are and what they truly love after college. That's why it's never about the school or the course or if you're a graduate or not. It's about YOU yourself. "NASA TAO LANG YAN", and that's right. YOU control your life. And you can choose if you want to be happy NOW. Not later after you submit your task to your boss, not tomorrow if you finish the plates, and not in the future after you graduate. It is about NOW. Because if you will not start now, when? It is a never ending process. Sinong may sabi na walang forever (who says that there is no forever?) There is a forever. Forever tasks from your boss, forever traffic, forever bills, forver plates, forever work. There is a forever. So when are you going to start? Start living happily, the real life, and the real you, everyone has a "calling". Everyone has a purpose. When are you going to start living that life? If you start now, then you will start to feel the forever of love, joy, peace and happiness... Because when you start now, you will never feel like working again. 

Some of you will say that it's hard and it's impossible. But I am telling you, "NOT" is the answer. I have experienced living with a house but without a food, electricity, water, family, friends, but I only have rats and cockroaches in the house and a very few person who cares. Yes, sabi nga sakin "Grabe no, para ka lang nilagay sa isang lunga tapos pinabayaan". Well, don't judge yet. My saying always goes "You only know my name, not my story". 

I will set aside my life story for now, but what I'm telling you is, if I made it, then you can. I've been as poor as a rat before. Rat because I have a house, but I don't have the rest, even money. I've experienced that in my life. But I did it. I stood up. Step by step I fixed the house and made it better. Step by step I built myself. I stood up. I told my self "The more you fall, the more you master to stand up". It's not easy, I've been living with a lot of haters and people who will let you down. But I never let anyone of them become a hindrance for my happiness. To do what I love. To do ONLY WHAT I LOVE. 

Nothing is impossible but there is always a SACRIFICE. 

Say for example, me, I deprived myself from thinking that I am not yet a graduate while almost all of my batchmates are already graduating and talking about works. Because not enrolling in a school is a sacrifice. I didn't care about what others will think, but I cared for myself. I need to sacrifice the privilege to graduate early so I can find myself and what do I really want in my life. I sacrificed it because I want to save first for my education. I want a stable education where I will never be delayed on paying my tuition fee again. That's why I am working hard(but doesn't really feels like working) so I can sustain myself an education in the future. And so what If I'm not yet a graduate? At least I'm living a real life. A real life of freedom. At least, I know that one day, I will. Because It is my goal. And I will graduate. And when I go back to a Bachelor of Science education(Architecture) again, I'll make sure that I am already "READY". Ready in terms of I will never be late again or absent again(my weakness). 

Well, we are all different. This is just my own version of life story and it is me that made this. Because I just do everything that I love. I'm not a fan of entertainments. I love adventures and life lessons rather than entertainments. Maybe that's the con for me. When I was a kid, I was taught not to watch teleseryes and movies that I won't gain something.

I was given a privileges to study on whatever school that I want to study. (UST, Mapua, Ateneo) And that's a freedom on what school I wanna enter and what course I wanna learn. 
I have a freedom to study whatever I want, from piano and guitar,  to ballet and gymnastics and cheerleading, to universe and life and heart and soul. 
I have a freedom of life. Freedom to learn. I am just like a child who is free. Free to believe and listen only to my heart, not to anyone else. I have the freedom to love whoever I want. I have a freedom to help whoever I want. I have the freedom to write and touch and inspire and lead people without thinking of what might other people will say or think of me.

And let me tell you my friends, I am not telling this to boast or whatever. Just like what I am always saying, my life is not a walk in the park.  I am telling this because I want to give at least a little wake up call to everyone. 

A wake up call on what life really is. 
A wake up call on how you should be really doing to live your life? 

When are you going to start to live the real life and feel the real meaning of joy, life, love, and happiness? When? 

Sometimes, you think that you are living in a life. But what you are really living is in an illusion. Illusions made by humans itself. When are you going to live like a bird? A bird or butterfly that can fly freely? 

Our mind and lifestyle is already full of stress and pollution and hatreds and angers and wars and crimes and fears and media and politics and whatsoever fucking information that blinds us. When are you going to start living the real life? 

Sometimes, you're already too old to realize that you are missing the real life, when you are already not capable of doing the things that you should do when you are still young. Because you are too busy working for a living, where it should really be living and never feel like your working at all? When are you going to realize that?
Yes it's hard. And that's normal. Everything is hard. But you always have a choice. A choice to do things because of thinking about what other people might tell you or a choice to do things because you just love what you are doing?
Me, I can say that I am happy and joyful ever since in my life. Why? 
Because I love everything that I do. Yes there are challenges, but I never gave up and never lost hope. I am the person who never did a thing that I doesn't wanna do or love to do. Never. I'm such a very open person. My life is an open book. And I am just real ever since in my life. And that is freedom. That is joy. Joy of doing only what you want and what you love, for the better. Despite of all the challenges and miserable things that happened in my life, I can always still smile whole heartedly. I am always thankful and I never stop growing and learning. 

And most of all, I already found my purpose in life. I found myself. And I know what I really want in life now. That's a very hard process. I've been to a lot of things and experiences. I've met a lot and different kinds of people from elites to the lowest level. And I know that I touch people's lives. They may never learned my name because maybe he's a street children or she's a traveler or an OFW in a foreign country, but I know that I left them a story and a wisdom that they will never forget in their lives. I may never see them again, I may forget their faces, but to know in your heart that you touch people's lives, that's the greatest happiness that you could ever achieve in your life. What more if you can change a person's life to a beautiful or better life? Then that's a jackpot. 

Life is Joy. Joy is Love. And life is love. This is happiness. This is freedom. 

REAL Life and Love and Happiness. These are some of the scopes of my book.  Other scopes of my soon to be book are: 













And most of all, my life story. And I bet you, that you will read the most amazing story that you could ever hear,  for this generation. Even better than Steve Jobs I think.

This generation is the worst generation. And I became the eyes of this generation. And I will become the voice. 

I will prove in my book that still,
"Kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan"

I found my happiness... My happiness is just simple. To love. I may not be together with my family physically, but since that I already understood what love is, We can still feel each other's love even though we are far away from each other. I'm already happy and contented enough that they are there for me. That I am still their bunso and their little princess. Then once in a while, we see each ofher and we explore and travel the world together. At the same time, I still have an on going dreams for my family, for my future family, and for myself. And I never and will never stop loving. And this is life. 

Pls help me construct the book that I'm writing. If you become a part of my life, or if you happened to meet or get acquainted with me or even if you just know me through internet or gossips or chismis hehe, please share it with me. How we've met, how you've known me, what do you want to say to me or whatever. If I've hurt you, please tell me, so I could learn, and I'm sorry. If you hate me, please tell me why so I could learn again. Pls also send a picture of us, if ever that you have one. consider this as kunyare "Testimonial" during friendster time. You could also ask me a question. 
Email me your thoughts at or drop a message on facebook, /trishiedc or just simply fill up the form in this link need to say your name if you don't want to. Thank You in advance! You will become a part and great contribution in my book! :)

Aug 13, 2015

What's the feeling to become google employee? How Internet world ischanging the system. (Inner Thoughts)


Because of this throwback picture, I was able to write some part of my soon-to-be-book! Yey! That's one of my dream, to become an author, and I'm so happy that I was able to start it now(even though I'm not good in grammar. At first sa English class ako nagenroll. Pero, i just studied in Ateneo Professional School to study about Chinese. Kasi I can talk and share my feelings naman even though I'm not really good sa grammar diba? Basta I practice okay na yun. And as long as my thoughts are clear. Kaya Chinese na lang muna) 

Here are some part and ideas and thoughts that I will write in my book :) 

Only less than 1million of the 7 billion people in the world are only those people who receive a personal mail from google. What will you feel? 

3 years ago, I was so honored to be one of those people. 

Trivia: Do you know my very first job? 

I was once a "google employee" and that's the reason why I always receive a personal mail from my boss(google).An email that is is sent door to door from their company, google, to my house. Besides that, I also receives products from online-selling(e-commerce) companies from the different parts of the world(mostly China). That's such a privilege and that thing is hard to do now(yung sulatan ka ng google ng hard copy na mail, that's not something to laugh about)

And guess what? The leading shopping outlets of people are already in google. Google made the e-commerce websites. Google leads almost anything on the web. (Except China because China banned google in their country, not only google but also facebook, that's why I studied Business Chinese in Ateneo because I want to learn their language and get inside of their largest search engine company like google. Gusto kong magwork din sa largest e-company nila. Because Chinese are everywhere. Notice that every country in this world has a "China Town". Everywhere. Even in USA or even in Europe... Anywhere... That's why I guess that the next universal language will be mandarin.. Anywhere in this world has a product of "MADE IN CHINA", right? :) Pucha pati elevator at escalator made in China na and tignan nyo nangyayari >.< Wag tayong magtaka kung one time ganun din mangyari sa Philippines. Imagine-in nyo kung sino may ari ng mga malls natin. Sila Henry Sy. Puro Chinese. Halos lahat na made-in-China at pagmamayari ng mga Chinese. No 2nd-thinking kung bakit mangyayari yun. Made-in-China eh. Diba? 
We already can't produce our own goods now because everything is just being imported from China. Do you know that even the largest producing companies here in the Philippines are just being imported from China? Alam nyo ba na halos lahat ng plastic dito sa Philippines na ginagamit natin is made in China?  As in lahat ng kinds of plastic kahit yung lalagyan lang ng Knorr na toyo na yan. Local product but the plastic used as a container is made in China. And sinong napopolute na bansa? Tayo. Kasi tangap tayo ng tangap ng basura. Hey, do you know what? There are a lot of big e-commerce businesses na talaga. And the war with guns is already obsolete. It's already the war of technology and the world wide web, and what's inside the world wide web are the businesses. It's the war between Religions. It's a war between Media. It's a war of viruses. Viruses which are just made by humans just like us. Saan nga ba gawa or nangaling yung Cancer? Do you know how a placebo effect can heal a cancer patient? Do you know what is a placebo effect? 

Me, I know how. The time that I had experienced a Parkinson's Disease, my mom told me to go to her doctor at UST. He's an old but a very great doctor. I just went to him once and never went back again. I wonder if he's still alive now. I hope so :( hmm. Going back to the topic, the moment that I met the doctor, he even didn't check me. But I felt his heart. I felt that I am the youngest PD patient. And naawa sya. And I guess he already knew the cure and he did it to me. I felt PD at a very young age because of my experiences in my life that I should't be experienced by a normal teenager. 
Do you know what did he do? 
He told me 
"Wala kang sakit. Tandaan mo, nasa utak lang yan lahat" 
As in grabe, he didn't even examined me but I paid 500php! Hahahha! (Sobrang laking halaga na sakin ng 500php na yun that time kasi ganun lang kalagi yung halagang nakukuha ko nung nageextra pa ko sa tv! Hahaha! Yep, naging extra ako sa show me the money, syaka sa summer commercial ng the bar strawberry hehehe) Pero ngayon ko lang narealized that I was healed. Simula ng sinabi nyang "nasa utak lang yan", nasa utak ko na lang talaga lahat. As in. Simula nun, nagkalaman yung utak ko ng mga bagay na hindi ko akalaing malalaman ko kasi never naman naturo ng school. And simula nun, I feel like na gumaling na ako. And minsan, talagang kapag sobramg malungkot lang ako kaya ko lang yun nararamdaman. Yung PD or Parkinsons kasi siguro kapag mga ganung moment naiisip ko nasa may sakit na lang ako at maospital ako para alagaan ako and kung sino kayang pupunta. Pero ayun, thank God, kasi dahil sinabi nga ni Doc na "It's all in the mind", ayun, gumaling ako... 

I've learned through experiences. Through travels. Through hardships. I'm a book lover, but I can say that I've learned through my experiences more than becoming a book lover. My life is not a walk in the park. 

Nung chineck-up ako nung dr na yun, naaalala ko pa kung sinong nagsama sakin and I felt so bad and nakakaawa sa sarili ko kasi hindi kahit sinong family member yung kasama ko but my friends. I felt bad that time. Tapos nung nagpacheck-up pa ako, parang feeling ko naloko ako hahaha! Parang feeling ko hindi naman ako chineckup. But now I understand what he said. Yung sinabi nya na "tandaan mo, nasa utak lang yan, nasa iniisip lang yan ng tao", yun pala talaga yung gamot. And I think sa kahit anong sakit. And if you're lucky enough to find your own self and your mission in this world, wealth will just follow. It's just like the saying na pinauso ng dad ko na "success is a product of love. Money will just follow". Tapos yng isa kong tita sabi sakin na lagi ko din tinatandaan, "always follow your heart", tapos yung nanay ko na punong puno ng supporta sakin na 18 years kong hindi nakita,pero sya ung naging angel and cheerleader ko... Na lagi nyang sinasabi sakin na (pinatattoo ko sa wrist ko na may laslas na) "don't ever stop dreaming your dreams"... And I never did stop. Hindi pa din ako natatapos sa dream ko na mabuo kaming pamilya. Na magkaron ng family picture. Hindi pa din ako nagkakaron ng family picture :( kaya kung ano ano ng narating ko, pero hangang ngayon yun pa din ginagawa ko. Simula bata hangang ngayong matanda na ako, isa lang ang pangarap ko, ang maksama ang pamilya ko. Kaya eto, I'm still dreaming to become rich, na one time papatunayan ko sa US EMBASSY na yan na kaya kong pumunta sa USA ng hindi magTTNT kasi magbabakasyon lang ako dyan. I will never live there. After ilang beses nya akong hinagsak sa pagkuha ng Visa sa Amerika para makasama yung nanay ko. Na simula bata, yun lagi ung failure na nararamdaman ko sa buhay ko. Ilang beses ako tinanong ng "Why do you want to go to USA?", tapos alam mo ung siguro 7yrs old lang ako nun, na magaaral at magpapractice ka ng isasagot sa consul, na ang dapat momg isasagot "I want to go to DisneyLand", tapos hindi mo pwedeng isagot na kaya mo gustong pumunta dun kasi para makita yung nanay ko na may sakit. Ilang denied un. Ilang diskarte na ginawa namin. Pero wala eh, masyado ata kaming threat ni kuya dido sa Amerika kaya ayaw kami papasukin ng bansa nila. Hahahha. Kiddin aside. Ayun nga, wala talaga, dumating sa point na nagtry ako magisa na lang ako. Sya din nagtry. Pero wala eh. Hindi naniwala. Masyado daw akong bata para sa lahat ng narating ko. They can't believe me. I already have my Trishie Couture that time, and I even had my RTW line in Robinsons, and a fashion design expo in Miami Florida is inviting me to become one of the designers during the shows. And guess what? It's a fashion design with a cause. That time that I applied at US Embassy I only have the thankfulness that I was invited with that kind of fashion show. Pang international! The company even gave a letter to the US Embassy stating that they are inviting me. But the consul denied. I was in anger. I promised myself that one day, I will go there. 

After that happening in my life, Mas lalo akong nangarap. Sabi ko, magiging mayaman din ako para hindi na iisipin ng us embassy na magttnt ako dun, kasi I have enough proof na may babalikan ako dito sa Pilipinas... 

Nagpursigi ako. If you will check my "Christmas 2011 Wishlist" in my old facebook account named Trish dela Cruz, you can see that I only dreamt of a "kotseng kuba(vintage hatchback)" that time. All I want is to have a brand new phone(all of my phone that time was second hand). You know, anything materialistic. Time is fast. Time changes. History has already happened. 

Hey sweet heart, I never had a sick. Everytime that I have a laboratory test, the bacteria count that they only find is ranging to 0-2 and some question that has an answer of "rare". They are always amazed how clean I am even though I smoke a cigar and I drink an alcohol. Never ako naconfined. Doctors will always tell me "I am very clean", like my heart, lungs, and (yung sa uti test), are very clean. Sometimes it's creepy that I feel like I will only live only a few years in this world that's why I am in a fast lane. 

I wonder. If how many of the people can relate to me. 

 But now, the world is changing again. We're in a shift again. (That's why red moon, blue moon and whatever moon is being showed in a news) 

Through the use of e-commerce companies from anywhere around the globe, businesses or most especially the elites, from around the world can communicate easily. It's like, Google vs. Baidu. And I am desperate to read Chinese so one time, I can communicate with them and so that I can enter their company too. I want to have a Chinese Version of Your Fashion Architect and register it at Baidu, something like that. 

It's creepy. But what I am telling you right now is that, google already controls this generation's world. It's so powerful and kung hindi ako naging once na employee ng google, di ko masasabi to and di ko mararating lahat ng narating ko ng di ko inaasahan. It's because of google why I built and established my brands and businesses. If without google, I am no one. 

When I was a child, 10 years ago or more than na siguro, hindi pa uso yung computer-with-internet, one person told me na "Tricia, ang business ngayon nasa internet na". And that was fcking years ago na hindi pa uso even friendster. And now, he's a multi-millionaire. 
Years after, the time that I was left alone, literally alone like living alone  at the age of 16 years old without anyone with you in the house but a dog(coby), I got into the business. Nagtinda ako ng tokneneng and kahit anong mirienda. I sold a lunch meal, I sold my old and used things, buy and sell anything, and the list goes on. I did everything with a whole respect to my soul and body, just to study. Just to have a tuition fee. Sa lahat ng pinakamarangal na paraan. Andyan yung pagtitinda ng pagkain, ung paggawa ng accessories, pagdesign at pagtahi ng damit, and so on... 

Only 4 years ago, was the first time that I discovered on how to earn money using only the internet or the world wide web. It's only because of google. Because I am once a google employee.  And yes, money top competition is already in google or in a company-like-google(search engine). But it is really something that you can't learn in any of the school system. And in this generation. It is really something to connect the dots but every one should really become awake.

I know one day, everyone will say na "Akala ko dati angdami ko ng alam. Nun pala, wala pa pala talaga akong alam at angdami ko pang gustong malaman", because at some point in my life, I said that to myself. A saying which even Bo Sanchez and any other successful people in this world have said to theirselves too. 

I have so many thoughts in my mind. 
Kaya please don't get mad if sometimes, I talk too much. If sometimes, I have no point because I have a lot of knowledges, experiences, memories and anything under the sun, about my mind. But sabi ng ng doctor ko, "nasa utak mo lang yan. Wag mong isipin na may sakit ka. Everything is in the mind".
And dapat, maconnect mo yan sa movie na interstellar. Hehe... Eh ewan basta favorite movie ko yun but it is so creepy because that is true. If you are aware of what's happening in the world, that is true. Creepy. Another favorite movie is Ellysium. And the movie that scares me the most wast The Dark Night 2, The Batman which his enemy was Bane. Scary! Hoho...

Take note, a person's brain has a 100000000N times stronger energy and memory than a CPU. Don't be fed my technology. Be fed by your brain. 

I'm almost connected to the dots... 

I want to sleep now :) It's 2:40am :) 

But before that, one thing is for sure, I am proud to become a google employee and I  am going back :) Happy to serve you again, google :) 

Your Fashion Architect,
DLC Enterprise



Aug 11, 2015

The Pink Donut - Something Cheezy (Spoiled Girlfriend)

Once upon a time, I was browsing my pinterest and craved for pink donut. 

Then, I had this boyfriend...

Who spoils me so much! 

Tadaaaa! Pink donut! Weee!!

No words can explain how much lucky I am for having this kind of REAL MAN in my life. I don't need anything else in my life as long as he's there....

Let these pictures explains how much lucky I am to have this guy.

 A guy who will do all of these for you. Not only these, but way kore than these. I've never been so thankful for a man like this. He's my best friend. And he's my answered prayers :) 

One time, he said to me

"Wala naman talagang forever eh. Kasi lahat ng tao namamatay. Ang love ko sayo parang si God, infinite. Meron lang infinity" hihi

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