Jun 9, 2016

I suck in grammar. Could I still become a poet? (The true feelings)

I am the kind of person who always hides my feelings... Unless that I am pushed to my limits and patience or whatever.
We have a blood of writers... But I suck in grammar. Maybe because I didn't pay attention in my english class before. Haha! Or maybe, just like what the saying says, "if you're good at mathematics, you 're bad in english". Well, whatever it is, I'm still the kind of person who has a lot of things to say.

I made this two poems with all my heart... Like you know, when I wrote this, I feel like I'm an alien na bigla-bigla na lang nagsusulat. I wrote each of these like for less than an hour... I wrote it straight... I wrote it without any hindrances... My heart wrote this. Not my mind... And I guess that, that is what you need to make something that is a product of love and inspiration.... To do do something that your mind doesn't asks you to do. Instead, your heart dictated you. Maybe, this is the feeling that the composers have whenever they write a song. Well actually, I want to transform this poem into a lyrics or a song. Who knows? Maybe I'm destined to become a composer. Hihi...

I hope you like it! 

P.S. The meaning is deeper than you think! So don't judge easily :) 


12/09/14
"Too Close Yet Too Far"

Once in a december night...
The silence of the evening is all I can hear...
Beneath the bright moon...
Beneath the shining stars...
Besides the dancing trees...
Inside the casing of my car....


I can feel your hard breaths..
I can feel the warm of your body...
That tightest hug that I know was REAL...
That embrace that I know was full of love...
It's not fake... It's not a dream.. It's real....

Smelling only your breath...
Hearts beat fast together with each other.. 
Its our hearts, the only thing I can hear...
The touch of your skin I can only feel...
This is the moment that I want to last forever...

You give me this feeling...
Feeling breathless...
Feeling loved...
Feeling protected....
I love your big arms and your long body...
Your arms that served my pillow...
Your long body that gives comfort to me...
Your silence that speaks and knocks in my heart...

You showed me your world...
You showed me something in you...
That only me can see...
You made me feel loved without any words...

You're the most handsome person that I met...
The most intelligent... A man with a golden heart...
Your voice... Your jokes... Our arguments...
Everything is perfect....
I couldn't ask for more...
Let's just freeze this moment...

Time flies so fast whenever I'm with you...
One night is not enough...
I want this moment to last forever...
But I can't do anything...

I don't know where I stand...
I don't know where we are...
But if this is what you can only give...
I'll just embrace it and make it last forever... 

My heart is breaking...
My heart is popping...
I think I'm crazy...
But I know that there's something....

We don't wanna rush things...
Appreciating every moment I'm with you...
More than friendship that I know we have...
Feelings that I know we share...

Perfect timing...
If it's all that you want,
I will give it to you...
If waiting forever means loving me back...
I will do it just for you...

Im a loser...
I fall... I fall deeply hard...
But if being a loser means being with you...
Then I'd rather be a loser forever... 
Just to be with you...

Too close yet too far...
I'm in love...
I'm inspired...
I know... I know...
This is the real meaning of love...

I'm afraid to lose you...
I want you...
I love you...
Pls say you love me too...


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7/24/15


Once in a July night...
It's so silent and nothing can be heard...
The loudness of the flowing river is trying to hide...
Beneath the dancing madness...
Beneath the lonely night...
Beneath shatters of my tears...
Besides the other corner of the walls...



I want to feel everything... 
I can't feel anything...
The arms are shaking...
The mouth is trembling...
I don't know where I am...
I don't know what I feel...
Nightmare please get out of me... 

The smell that I used to smell fades.
It's our hearts... 
Our hearts that I used to hear...
The skin...
The skin that I used to feel...
Where's my heartbeat?
A heartbeat that was crazy fast...
This is the moment that I know would be the last...

You gave me this feeling...
Feeling breathless...
Feeling loved..
Feeling protected...
I love your big arms and long body...
Your arms that served my pillow...
Your long body that gave my comfort...
Your loudness that vitiate my heart and soul...

I showed you my world...
You saw something in me...
That only you can see...
You loved me with all your heart...
But your words made me feel torment...
Your actions was not appreciated by me :(

You're the most handsome person for me...
So intelligent that made me go gehenna...
A man that I broke the heart...
The happiness... The freedom... Our dilemmas.. 
Everything is inexplicable...
I want something more...
I miss the feelings that I used to feel...

6 months is a dream of love...
The love you gave me that made me the luckiest girl in the world...
The love that I never thought that I could have...
The sacrifice...
The sacrifice that you made for love...


I'm breaking your heart...
I'm crushing your soul...
I think I'm crazy...
I think I need something....

I want something...
Something for myself...
I want to love my self so true.. 
So true just like how you love me... 

I love you just the way you love me...
I don't wanna hurt you... 
This is the right thing to do...
I want to find myself...

This is not the perfect timing...
I am not sure anymore...
I am the problem...
I have the problem...

I'm a loser...
I fall out of... easily... 
But I believe in destiny...
And destiny for us is not today...
I know that this is something unforgivable...
But your forgiveness is what I wait for...

I grew up fast....
I thought I gave my heart... 
I thought I want this love...
I want to give my heart...
But my soul doesn't want me to... 



This is the only way that I can express...
The feelings that can't be heard...
I love you so much...
But I cant love you the way you love me...
I need to find myself first...
So I could be the best wife that you could ever have... 

Sorry is all I can say....
I want to love myself first...
I want to find myself...
Loving yourself before anyone else is the real meaning of love...
And I hope that you could still wait...
Wait for the right timing of love...







May 9, 2016

Why do you need to invest on travel NOW?


Do you know how I started traveling solo? I have a business where I sell products. I have customers from Singapore who orders the product and pays for the delivery fee. I gathered number of orders and instead of paying the courier to deliver their orders, I just bought a plane ticket and I deliver it to them, alone! And that's my first solo travel story :) Yeaaah, Making ways to travel even without a money...


"Travel changed my life and how I see and appreciate the beauty of life. Travel is inside me. Travel is a necessity. Travel will open your mind. Travel will make you smart. And travel will make you ready for whatever challenges in life that you could have. For me, everyone should get out of their comfort zones, and see what we are missing in the world because once you go out and travel, you'll be surprised on how much you are missing in your life"- Trishie dela Cruz, me! :D hehe

Left to right: MIT- Massachusetts Institute of Technology, Cambridge USA., New York Time Square, Statue of Liberty, Airplane view from Chicago, Harvard University, Boston USA. 

You might not own the most expensive car in the world, nor the biggest house on earth. But one thing is for sure your dreams are bigger than those things. Have you heard stories about people who quits their job just to travel? Well, because “Traveling is the only thing you buy that makes you richer. “ Yes and yes! I agree. Not all the people will understand it most especially when they haven't experience it. But once you do? You'll say that traveling is something that is inside you. It is something that gives you life. It's an addiction. Here are the things why traveling is an investment. 


1. You cannot buy memories. During your first plane ride, I know you can still remember how your heart pounds when the plane is about to take-off. A simple memory like this is something you can’t buy, the feeling, the sweaty palms, the nausea you’ve felt, the wonderful “I-feel-like-flying” you experience; all of these cannot buy with money.

2. You grow as a person. When you are totally pissed and tired from work, the first thing you have in mind is to take some time-off, not for the sake of the company that you are working with, but for yourself. You go on a vacation and unplug yourself from the real world; while having a beer on your right hand and a book on your left while watching the ocean glistening right before your eyes, your mind do all those realizations about life, about work, about everything in life. And when you get back, you become a different person, and most of all you grow as an existing human being.



3. It restores your belief in humanity. Most especially when you travel alone, there comes to a point that you really cannot get on how to read your map or in-short you are LOST. Yes, when you break the good news to your family that you have decided to take that trip of a lifetime, the usual thing that you will hear from them is “Traveling… Alone? Are you out of your mind? Isn’t that scary?”. Everyone is scared and you are excited, how peculiar feeling is that? But you still go on and do it. Then, on your journey you will meet people who will help you get the next cab, who will tell you how to go the substation, who will try to help you without any motives to harm you. And sometimes, you will experience bad things that will make you even more stronger: You will learn how to trust and feel the vibes of a person bit by bit.

My home in the Philippines

4. It gives you a taste of the world. Different sides of the world, different continents, and different people. It allows you to embrace how the locals live, how they live it to the fullest! You will discover how things are made, you discover that there are some poorer or to others, richer countries than yours and lets you embrace the beauty of life, the beauty of the world! You understand how they do it, and why they do it. You become part of them, you see things through their eyes!



5. You gain self-confidence. If you are struggling with your self-confidence, I advise you to travel alone. Aside from facing your fears, you allow yourself to be yourself, to talk to a complete stranger, to give yourself a boost of self-confidence. It might scare you at first, but believe me, it works! You will come back home braver and much more different in a good way than you were before.

My family in Boston




6.You see a whole new horizon. Everything becomes a routine that we all try to break. When you travel, your perspective becomes broader, you embrace the new horizons of life. It gives you an idea how lucky you are in this world, from the people you meet and from the things you see. The best advice you can get is from a stranger; it strikes you like a lightning and one day you wake up and have decided to change the old you into a version 2.0.



7.You learn to trust yourself. Becoming true to yourself is one of the spice in the pillars of success. You cannot buy trust, you gain it. And by traveling, trusting yourself is one of the hardest battle you will ever encounter. You will meet people who won’t be as good as you have thought, who will frustrate you, who will break you. But the bits and pieces of those that you have experienced will let you learn how to trust yourself. That in the end, you will realize that you can only “love many and trust a few”.

8.It teaches you more about life than the 4 corners of your cubicle in your 9 to 5 job. It exposes you to the real world! It is an Investment that cannot be snatched by anyone from you, it’s like education. And guess what? I've heard a lot of stories where they got a job because they talked about their travel experiences on their interviews. Because travel is an investment that you can share to anybody! When you’re old and cannot travel anymore, it is the stories that you will tell to your grandchildren! It’s like investing memories in your head, because in the future someone will benefit from it; it can be yourself too!

New York Grand Central


10.It gives you real friends and connection around the world! Yes, you can definitely say that "The world is small" while you travel. You will meet locals and you will have a friend and you know where will you go once you visit that country, and even though you travel just in the neighboring countries, you will still get to meet different nationalities from the other side of the world who are also traveling just like you. For example, when I was in Malaysia, I gathered friends from New York, France, Brazil etc. And how cool is it to have facebook friends from different parts of the world? How cool is it to say that "Oh, I have a friend in New York that bla bla bla bla", or when you randomly had a conversation about the country you visit, you'll say "Oh, Japan? I met a friend there that bla bla bla". And guess what? You could see something new in your facebook newsfeed from around the world because of your new travel friends' posts. Nothing is cooler than that rather than the material things!! 

11.Opportunities! It is really an investment because you will see a lot of unique products that the country is famous for, that you cannot see in your country, and if you have the guts to do a business, then traveling will make you an entrepreneur, just like me!! Whenever I travel, I always look for items that I could sell in different parts of the world! And guess what? You could also meet entrepreneurs or connections that could help you in the field of life that you are in right now. Can you see now how traveling is totally an investment? Me, even though I haven't traveled the whole world yet, but still, I already have a global connection around the whole world now and I have a place to stay in wherever part of the world. Whether it's my first time to stay on that country or not. 

My new friends from Harvard Architecture :) 
My new family from around the world! 



12.Lastly, it gives you happiness. Years back, only rich people can afford to travel. They have these private jets and having a toast first class up in the sky, we can’t blame rich people if those luxurious things makes them happy. But now in our 20-something-century-modern-day anyone can afford to travel with DLC Backpackers most especially that we offer installment plan without a credit card! Well, traveling gives you sense of fulfillment, a carefree liberty, and a sense of happiness. If you are reading this up to this point, now I'm telling you,  go ahead and grab every opportunities where you can travel! Explore the world, fill your eyes with places and faces, hope and happiness!


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