Oct 25, 2016

THE CLASSY CEO (TheCEO.me)



Hello everyone! It's been a long time since I blogged regular and the comeback is real! I just transfer to a whole new blog --- TheCEO.me and it this blog will focus on LIFE, TRAVEL, BUSINESS and EVENTS. Let's inspire each other and walk with me in my life journey as a "Serial Traveler" and a CEO! :) I hope to  inspire and share with you my life lessons and experiences! let's keep in touch! Don't forget the link, TheCEO.me :)

Jun 9, 2016

I suck in grammar. Could I still become a poet? (The true feelings)

I am the kind of person who always hides my feelings... Unless that I am pushed to my limits and patience or whatever.
We have a blood of writers... But I suck in grammar. Maybe because I didn't pay attention in my english class before. Haha! Or maybe, just like what the saying says, "if you're good at mathematics, you 're bad in english". Well, whatever it is, I'm still the kind of person who has a lot of things to say.

I made this two poems with all my heart... Like you know, when I wrote this, I feel like I'm an alien na bigla-bigla na lang nagsusulat. I wrote each of these like for less than an hour... I wrote it straight... I wrote it without any hindrances... My heart wrote this. Not my mind... And I guess that, that is what you need to make something that is a product of love and inspiration.... To do do something that your mind doesn't asks you to do. Instead, your heart dictated you. Maybe, this is the feeling that the composers have whenever they write a song. Well actually, I want to transform this poem into a lyrics or a song. Who knows? Maybe I'm destined to become a composer. Hihi...

I hope you like it! 

P.S. The meaning is deeper than you think! So don't judge easily :) 


12/09/14
"Too Close Yet Too Far"

Once in a december night...
The silence of the evening is all I can hear...
Beneath the bright moon...
Beneath the shining stars...
Besides the dancing trees...
Inside the casing of my car....


I can feel your hard breaths..
I can feel the warm of your body...
That tightest hug that I know was REAL...
That embrace that I know was full of love...
It's not fake... It's not a dream.. It's real....

Smelling only your breath...
Hearts beat fast together with each other.. 
Its our hearts, the only thing I can hear...
The touch of your skin I can only feel...
This is the moment that I want to last forever...

You give me this feeling...
Feeling breathless...
Feeling loved...
Feeling protected....
I love your big arms and your long body...
Your arms that served my pillow...
Your long body that gives comfort to me...
Your silence that speaks and knocks in my heart...

You showed me your world...
You showed me something in you...
That only me can see...
You made me feel loved without any words...

You're the most handsome person that I met...
The most intelligent... A man with a golden heart...
Your voice... Your jokes... Our arguments...
Everything is perfect....
I couldn't ask for more...
Let's just freeze this moment...

Time flies so fast whenever I'm with you...
One night is not enough...
I want this moment to last forever...
But I can't do anything...

I don't know where I stand...
I don't know where we are...
But if this is what you can only give...
I'll just embrace it and make it last forever... 

My heart is breaking...
My heart is popping...
I think I'm crazy...
But I know that there's something....

We don't wanna rush things...
Appreciating every moment I'm with you...
More than friendship that I know we have...
Feelings that I know we share...

Perfect timing...
If it's all that you want,
I will give it to you...
If waiting forever means loving me back...
I will do it just for you...

Im a loser...
I fall... I fall deeply hard...
But if being a loser means being with you...
Then I'd rather be a loser forever... 
Just to be with you...

Too close yet too far...
I'm in love...
I'm inspired...
I know... I know...
This is the real meaning of love...

I'm afraid to lose you...
I want you...
I love you...
Pls say you love me too...


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7/24/15


Once in a July night...
It's so silent and nothing can be heard...
The loudness of the flowing river is trying to hide...
Beneath the dancing madness...
Beneath the lonely night...
Beneath shatters of my tears...
Besides the other corner of the walls...



I want to feel everything... 
I can't feel anything...
The arms are shaking...
The mouth is trembling...
I don't know where I am...
I don't know what I feel...
Nightmare please get out of me... 

The smell that I used to smell fades.
It's our hearts... 
Our hearts that I used to hear...
The skin...
The skin that I used to feel...
Where's my heartbeat?
A heartbeat that was crazy fast...
This is the moment that I know would be the last...

You gave me this feeling...
Feeling breathless...
Feeling loved..
Feeling protected...
I love your big arms and long body...
Your arms that served my pillow...
Your long body that gave my comfort...
Your loudness that vitiate my heart and soul...

I showed you my world...
You saw something in me...
That only you can see...
You loved me with all your heart...
But your words made me feel torment...
Your actions was not appreciated by me :(

You're the most handsome person for me...
So intelligent that made me go gehenna...
A man that I broke the heart...
The happiness... The freedom... Our dilemmas.. 
Everything is inexplicable...
I want something more...
I miss the feelings that I used to feel...

6 months is a dream of love...
The love you gave me that made me the luckiest girl in the world...
The love that I never thought that I could have...
The sacrifice...
The sacrifice that you made for love...


I'm breaking your heart...
I'm crushing your soul...
I think I'm crazy...
I think I need something....

I want something...
Something for myself...
I want to love my self so true.. 
So true just like how you love me... 

I love you just the way you love me...
I don't wanna hurt you... 
This is the right thing to do...
I want to find myself...

This is not the perfect timing...
I am not sure anymore...
I am the problem...
I have the problem...

I'm a loser...
I fall out of... easily... 
But I believe in destiny...
And destiny for us is not today...
I know that this is something unforgivable...
But your forgiveness is what I wait for...

I grew up fast....
I thought I gave my heart... 
I thought I want this love...
I want to give my heart...
But my soul doesn't want me to... 



This is the only way that I can express...
The feelings that can't be heard...
I love you so much...
But I cant love you the way you love me...
I need to find myself first...
So I could be the best wife that you could ever have... 

Sorry is all I can say....
I want to love myself first...
I want to find myself...
Loving yourself before anyone else is the real meaning of love...
And I hope that you could still wait...
Wait for the right timing of love...







 

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