Aug 13, 2015
What's the feeling to become google employee? How Internet world is changing the system. (Inner Thoughts)
Because of this throwback picture, I was able to write some part of my soon-to-be-book! Yey! That's one of my dream, to become an author, and I'm so happy that I was able to start it now(even though I'm not good in grammar. At first sa English class ako nagenroll. Pero, i just studied in Ateneo Professional School to study about Chinese. Kasi I can talk and share my feelings naman even though I'm not really good sa grammar diba? Basta I practice okay na yun. And as long as my thoughts are clear. Kaya Chinese na lang muna)
Here are some part and ideas and thoughts that I will write in my book :)
Only less than 1million of the 7 billion people in the world are only those people who receive a personal mail from google. What will you feel?
3 years ago, I was so honored to be one of those people.
Trivia: Do you know my very first job?
I was once a "google employee" and that's the reason why I always receive a personal mail from my boss(google).An email that is is sent door to door from their company, google, to my house. Besides that, I also receives products from online-selling(e-commerce) companies from the different parts of the world(mostly China). That's such a privilege and that thing is hard to do now(yung sulatan ka ng google ng hard copy na mail, that's not something to laugh about)
And guess what? The leading shopping outlets of people are already in google. Google made the e-commerce websites. Google leads almost anything on the web. (Except China because China banned google in their country, not only google but also facebook, that's why I studied Business Chinese in Ateneo because I want to learn their language and get inside of their largest search engine company like google. Gusto kong magwork din sa largest e-company nila. Because Chinese are everywhere. Notice that every country in this world has a "China Town". Everywhere. Even in USA or even in Europe... Anywhere... That's why I guess that the next universal language will be mandarin.. Anywhere in this world has a product of "MADE IN CHINA", right? :) Pucha pati elevator at escalator made in China na and tignan nyo nangyayari >.< Wag tayong magtaka kung one time ganun din mangyari sa Philippines. Imagine-in nyo kung sino may ari ng mga malls natin. Sila Henry Sy. Puro Chinese. Halos lahat na made-in-China at pagmamayari ng mga Chinese. No 2nd-thinking kung bakit mangyayari yun. Made-in-China eh. Diba?
We already can't produce our own goods now because everything is just being imported from China. Do you know that even the largest producing companies here in the Philippines are just being imported from China? Alam nyo ba na halos lahat ng plastic dito sa Philippines na ginagamit natin is made in China? As in lahat ng kinds of plastic kahit yung lalagyan lang ng Knorr na toyo na yan. Local product but the plastic used as a container is made in China. And sinong napopolute na bansa? Tayo. Kasi tangap tayo ng tangap ng basura. Hey, do you know what? There are a lot of big e-commerce businesses na talaga. And the war with guns is already obsolete. It's already the war of technology and the world wide web, and what's inside the world wide web are the businesses. It's the war between Religions. It's a war between Media. It's a war of viruses. Viruses which are just made by humans just like us. Saan nga ba gawa or nangaling yung Cancer? Do you know how a placebo effect can heal a cancer patient? Do you know what is a placebo effect?
Me, I know how. The time that I had experienced a Parkinson's Disease, my mom told me to go to her doctor at UST. He's an old but a very great doctor. I just went to him once and never went back again. I wonder if he's still alive now. I hope so :( hmm. Going back to the topic, the moment that I met the doctor, he even didn't check me. But I felt his heart. I felt that I am the youngest PD patient. And naawa sya. And I guess he already knew the cure and he did it to me. I felt PD at a very young age because of my experiences in my life that I should't be experienced by a normal teenager.
Do you know what did he do?
He told me
"Wala kang sakit. Tandaan mo, nasa utak lang yan lahat"
As in grabe, he didn't even examined me but I paid 500php! Hahahha! (Sobrang laking halaga na sakin ng 500php na yun that time kasi ganun lang kalagi yung halagang nakukuha ko nung nageextra pa ko sa tv! Hahaha! Yep, naging extra ako sa show me the money, syaka sa summer commercial ng the bar strawberry hehehe) Pero ngayon ko lang narealized that I was healed. Simula ng sinabi nyang "nasa utak lang yan", nasa utak ko na lang talaga lahat. As in. Simula nun, nagkalaman yung utak ko ng mga bagay na hindi ko akalaing malalaman ko kasi never naman naturo ng school. And simula nun, I feel like na gumaling na ako. And minsan, talagang kapag sobramg malungkot lang ako kaya ko lang yun nararamdaman. Yung PD or Parkinsons kasi siguro kapag mga ganung moment naiisip ko nasa may sakit na lang ako at maospital ako para alagaan ako and kung sino kayang pupunta. Pero ayun, thank God, kasi dahil sinabi nga ni Doc na "It's all in the mind", ayun, gumaling ako...
I've learned through experiences. Through travels. Through hardships. I'm a book lover, but I can say that I've learned through my experiences more than becoming a book lover. My life is not a walk in the park.
Nung chineck-up ako nung dr na yun, naaalala ko pa kung sinong nagsama sakin and I felt so bad and nakakaawa sa sarili ko kasi hindi kahit sinong family member yung kasama ko but my friends. I felt bad that time. Tapos nung nagpacheck-up pa ako, parang feeling ko naloko ako hahaha! Parang feeling ko hindi naman ako chineckup. But now I understand what he said. Yung sinabi nya na "tandaan mo, nasa utak lang yan, nasa iniisip lang yan ng tao", yun pala talaga yung gamot. And I think sa kahit anong sakit. And if you're lucky enough to find your own self and your mission in this world, wealth will just follow. It's just like the saying na pinauso ng dad ko na "success is a product of love. Money will just follow". Tapos yng isa kong tita sabi sakin na lagi ko din tinatandaan, "always follow your heart", tapos yung nanay ko na punong puno ng supporta sakin na 18 years kong hindi nakita,pero sya ung naging angel and cheerleader ko... Na lagi nyang sinasabi sakin na (pinatattoo ko sa wrist ko na may laslas na) "don't ever stop dreaming your dreams"... And I never did stop. Hindi pa din ako natatapos sa dream ko na mabuo kaming pamilya. Na magkaron ng family picture. Hindi pa din ako nagkakaron ng family picture :( kaya kung ano ano ng narating ko, pero hangang ngayon yun pa din ginagawa ko. Simula bata hangang ngayong matanda na ako, isa lang ang pangarap ko, ang maksama ang pamilya ko. Kaya eto, I'm still dreaming to become rich, na one time papatunayan ko sa US EMBASSY na yan na kaya kong pumunta sa USA ng hindi magTTNT kasi magbabakasyon lang ako dyan. I will never live there. After ilang beses nya akong hinagsak sa pagkuha ng Visa sa Amerika para makasama yung nanay ko. Na simula bata, yun lagi ung failure na nararamdaman ko sa buhay ko. Ilang beses ako tinanong ng "Why do you want to go to USA?", tapos alam mo ung siguro 7yrs old lang ako nun, na magaaral at magpapractice ka ng isasagot sa consul, na ang dapat momg isasagot "I want to go to DisneyLand", tapos hindi mo pwedeng isagot na kaya mo gustong pumunta dun kasi para makita yung nanay ko na may sakit. Ilang denied un. Ilang diskarte na ginawa namin. Pero wala eh, masyado ata kaming threat ni kuya dido sa Amerika kaya ayaw kami papasukin ng bansa nila. Hahahha. Kiddin aside. Ayun nga, wala talaga, dumating sa point na nagtry ako magisa na lang ako. Sya din nagtry. Pero wala eh. Hindi naniwala. Masyado daw akong bata para sa lahat ng narating ko. They can't believe me. I already have my Trishie Couture that time, and I even had my RTW line in Robinsons, and a fashion design expo in Miami Florida is inviting me to become one of the designers during the shows. And guess what? It's a fashion design with a cause. That time that I applied at US Embassy I only have the thankfulness that I was invited with that kind of fashion show. Pang international! The company even gave a letter to the US Embassy stating that they are inviting me. But the consul denied. I was in anger. I promised myself that one day, I will go there.
After that happening in my life, Mas lalo akong nangarap. Sabi ko, magiging mayaman din ako para hindi na iisipin ng us embassy na magttnt ako dun, kasi I have enough proof na may babalikan ako dito sa Pilipinas...
Nagpursigi ako. If you will check my "Christmas 2011 Wishlist" in my old facebook account named Trish dela Cruz, you can see that I only dreamt of a "kotseng kuba(vintage hatchback)" that time. All I want is to have a brand new phone(all of my phone that time was second hand). You know, anything materialistic. Time is fast. Time changes. History has already happened.
Hey sweet heart, I never had a sick. Everytime that I have a laboratory test, the bacteria count that they only find is ranging to 0-2 and some question that has an answer of "rare". They are always amazed how clean I am even though I smoke a cigar and I drink an alcohol. Never ako naconfined. Doctors will always tell me "I am very clean", like my heart, lungs, and (yung sa uti test), are very clean. Sometimes it's creepy that I feel like I will only live only a few years in this world that's why I am in a fast lane.
I wonder. If how many of the people can relate to me.
But now, the world is changing again. We're in a shift again. (That's why red moon, blue moon and whatever moon is being showed in a news)
Through the use of e-commerce companies from anywhere around the globe, businesses or most especially the elites, from around the world can communicate easily. It's like, Google vs. Baidu. And I am desperate to read Chinese so one time, I can communicate with them and so that I can enter their company too. I want to have a Chinese Version of Your Fashion Architect and register it at Baidu, something like that.
It's creepy. But what I am telling you right now is that, google already controls this generation's world. It's so powerful and kung hindi ako naging once na employee ng google, di ko masasabi to and di ko mararating lahat ng narating ko ng di ko inaasahan. It's because of google why I built and established my brands and businesses. If without google, I am no one.
When I was a child, 10 years ago or more than na siguro, hindi pa uso yung computer-with-internet, one person told me na "Tricia, ang business ngayon nasa internet na". And that was fcking years ago na hindi pa uso even friendster. And now, he's a multi-millionaire.
Years after, the time that I was left alone, literally alone like living alone at the age of 16 years old without anyone with you in the house but a dog(coby), I got into the business. Nagtinda ako ng tokneneng and kahit anong mirienda. I sold a lunch meal, I sold my old and used things, buy and sell anything, and the list goes on. I did everything with a whole respect to my soul and body, just to study. Just to have a tuition fee. Sa lahat ng pinakamarangal na paraan. Andyan yung pagtitinda ng pagkain, ung paggawa ng accessories, pagdesign at pagtahi ng damit, and so on...
Only 4 years ago, was the first time that I discovered on how to earn money using only the internet or the world wide web. It's only because of google. Because I am once a google employee. And yes, money top competition is already in google or in a company-like-google(search engine). But it is really something that you can't learn in any of the school system. And in this generation. It is really something to connect the dots but every one should really become awake.
I know one day, everyone will say na "Akala ko dati angdami ko ng alam. Nun pala, wala pa pala talaga akong alam at angdami ko pang gustong malaman", because at some point in my life, I said that to myself. A saying which even Bo Sanchez and any other successful people in this world have said to theirselves too.
I have so many thoughts in my mind.
Kaya please don't get mad if sometimes, I talk too much. If sometimes, I have no point because I have a lot of knowledges, experiences, memories and anything under the sun, about my mind. But sabi ng ng doctor ko, "nasa utak mo lang yan. Wag mong isipin na may sakit ka. Everything is in the mind".
And dapat, maconnect mo yan sa movie na interstellar. Hehe... Eh ewan basta favorite movie ko yun but it is so creepy because that is true. If you are aware of what's happening in the world, that is true. Creepy. Another favorite movie is Ellysium. And the movie that scares me the most wast The Dark Night 2, The Batman which his enemy was Bane. Scary! Hoho...
Take note, a person's brain has a 100000000N times stronger energy and memory than a CPU. Don't be fed my technology. Be fed by your brain.
I'm almost connected to the dots...
I want to sleep now :) It's 2:40am :)
But before that, one thing is for sure, I am proud to become a google employee and I am going back :) Happy to serve you again, google :)
Your Fashion Architect,
Aug 11, 2015
Once upon a time, I was browsing my pinterest and craved for pink donut.
Then, I had this boyfriend...
No words can explain how much lucky I am for having this kind of REAL MAN in my life. I don't need anything else in my life as long as he's there....
Blog link on the photo above is here: http://brightside.me/article/love-is-in-the-little-things-705/
Let these pictures explains how much lucky I am to have this guy.
A guy who will do all of these for you. Not only these, but way kore than these. I've never been so thankful for a man like this. He's my best friend. And he's my answered prayers :)
One time, he said to me
"Wala naman talagang forever eh. Kasi lahat ng tao namamatay. Ang love ko sayo parang si God, infinite. Meron lang infinity" hihi